When did my heart become my enemy? I thought we were a team. My nemesis is haunting me. She wants me to do the unimaginable. She wants me to break all of the rules. She wants me to stop thinking. The protagonist in me won’t allow me to do anything less than save her. Where shall I carry her being? She is stuck in between two worlds. Is the darker side more pain than pleasure? How will one ever know? Where should I go? Slowly. Surely. I’m caught in the maze of… The crazy craze of….. I don’t know where to go.
I want to walk away. Take my feet and gracefully stride by, turning the corner with haste. Nope. I lay at night, dreaming. I sneak off in the day..to dream. I can’t escape the urge. The sensation stimulates my soul. How will I know if it is right? The world tells me it is wrong.
I want to say all of the things that I should have said. No regrets. Will you allow me?
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